New Life

So, from the previous post till today a lot of things had happen. We almost break up, we made up, I fly to Taiwan and see the fortune teller. I fly over here. I’m at Australia officially! I finally settle down, found the apartment and happy with it. Really lazy to write now. Do it later~

Short Taiwan Trip

Went to Taiwan for the fortune teller stuff. It was all good and makes me kinda relief. I can also meet up with John for a day before I leave to Australia.

Love Matter

So, what do you do when your other half is not listening to you or maybe laughing at you when you are sharing something? I be quiet. Immediately, and never talk about that topic anymore. This is me. I don’t like that feeling, or getting humiliate but this kind of ‘just kidding’ action. I feel disrespectful. We are having a crisis where both of us don’t really talk much lately. We or at least me, felt that it’s okay to not seeing him or talking to him for days. This is not right, not right for a long distance relationship. I know something is wrong, but we just never point that out. Now he’s being mad at me cause I tweet it. Apparently, I’m not allow to tweet about my feelings where I cannot tell or communicate to him. I need to find a way to let him know how I feel, but this action pissed him off. It’s just getting harder and harder when one of us are trying to be lazy.

The Problem

Looking for apartment is a hard task. Especially you cannot view it immediately and worrying that unit will be taken. I finally found one at Hyde Park, in the city, 20 minutes away from school. But the agent is ignoring me. 

Waiting at Starbucks

So I meet up John’s sister and her fiancé yesterday right after I pick up Johnny my brother. We watch G.I.Joe. Gosh! I love it! Can’t get enough of it. I think I am the kind a girl who loves action or war movies. Anyway, I overnight at their place cause we chat a little bit at house with John’s mom as well. Haven’t seen them in awhile. Uncle and Ben, John’s dad and brother went to pray for their ancestor cause of the Chinese tradition. Sin Yee, Chien Wei and auntie are flying off to Taiwan for the pre wedding photo shoot. So John will pick them up later at the airport and join them.

Mom is coming back today. I did everything but forget to send the dirty laundry out. I have to do it before she arrive. It 12pm now. I have to wait for 4hours more for my car to be done. Still sitting in Starbucks cause its dangerous to my wallet if I walk around. LOL

I GOT IT!

So, since the day I start applying for Raffles in Australia, I know I have to go through the visa again. I did everything very fast and efficiency because I’m really tired of handling all these stuff here and look at faces. Which I think is totally unnecessary because I did it just for the sake of my parents. I plan to enroll on July intake, but I figure the longer I’m staying the more suffer I’m going to get. No joke. I had enough. I want to live my own life, not living to fulfil the ungrateful people’s life and make my own miserable. So, I talked to my parents saying I want to leave earlier, dad says if I can make it then go ahead but mom was disagree at first. Then she saw how I was acting and she felt very upset so she wants me to go. So, within 20 days since I apply for the school, I got the visa. I was talking to SinYee, John’s sister and she was encouraging me saying not to be too worry about my visa, I sure can get it. Malaysian student always get the Australian student visa easily. I was so nervous and when we almost end our conversation, I was curious about my progress so I check it online. I saw this

 I was shocked or you can say surprise. Finally!! A student visa finally accepted me and I am happy not because I can go to Australia, is because I finally not rejected by a Visa. Seriously, my happy point is different. So, I wrote cibai when I was chatting with Shirley. LOL. I was so happy and hyper that night and SinYee said I can finally sleep tight.

Until this morning, my brother Johnny needs to go sit for his English placement test at British Council. I was telling him to be well prepare the night before. I know he heard me, but he was playing his game. When I was going to leave this morning, he start looking for his stuff. He even lost his I/C at home. I mean how the hell can this happen? I was so pissed and start screaming at him. I don’t get it! A 20 year old adults can’t even be responsible on his own life? I have to take care of everything in the house and he just need to take care of himself and his school stuff. I finally exploded and keeping scolding him until he teared up. I guess cause he took down his glasses and wipe his eye when I was driving. I assume he cried. I was planning to go in with him then I realised that I don’t want to accompany him anymore, so I just left him at BC and told him to call me when he is done. In the mean time, I went back home and kept all the gadgets that mom bought for him. Mean sister I am!

The only thing I shouldn’t do was calling mom and complain this to her. Of course I was mad, I couldn’t handle my own brother and I blame my mom for spoiling her youngest child. But, she was so busy. I was yelling and complaining until she’s all quiet. Then, I felt guilty cause only me can understand her situation. A women has to feed and raise her 3 kids by herself, how could she make the 3 kids feel good while mommy is not home or be with them all the time? Get them whatever they want if she can afford. But, apparently someone take it for granted. I texted her and apologize for making her feel bad and ruin her day. We figured that we cannot do everything for him now. So whatever he does we will stay away and watch.

Hey, this post was suppose to talk about the joy of me getting the visa! WTH?!

Preparation Day ??

I start prepare all these documents the second day when I got rejected from USA. I never thought of going back to Raffles, but I guess this is bad karma. hah! It begin like this, the second day I got rejected by USA, someone from Raffles called me asking if I am interested to continue my degree with Raffles, I immediately say no. She keep on asking me why and I keep on giving excuses. Then I hang up the phone. I thought about it the whole night of course I was also searching for the right University in England. Well, all takes 3 – 4 years to complete degree. So I think I will go back to Raffles for the 1 year degree. I think I started the application on 18th March. Now on 27th March I’m waiting for the Visa approval. Before this, I already bought the ticket, found my apartment, apply for my bank account, look for my internet and mobile plan. I even found the grocery store that can provide the delivery service and also the gym and office supply. Within 9 days, I completed a lot of things. Now, all I can do is wait. My medical report were done yesterday. The doctor said the report will deliver in  working days to the embassy. I guess, I can know the result by next week. I hope everything will be fine. In the mean time, I’m still kinda busy with the new unit about the furnitures and renovations stuff. Oh, and my brother. Gosh!