November 2013 – Littlebutfierce

Going back this early to attend wedding. Stay until after Chinese New Year only come back. My Sydney study life is really easy. I wonder how about next year… my major project. How much I’m gonna spend for it. I can’t wait for the wedding, to see the friends, to reunite with my family, to touch the coffee again. I love my life so much. LOL

How did I spent my 6 weeks here with only 1 class per week? Well, I read a lot of book – story books. LOL. Also, articles online about how to be around with people – all kind of people. I believe in life, not everyone around you are friendly or treat you truly. And as who I am, the person who hates betrayal or cannot accept people talking back behind my back especially when we were a team and they are trying to ruin the group, makes me pull out myself or block them from my life. I don’t care or wanted to be apart of their life because I admit that I treat my friends truly until they did something to hurt me. There were a few friends that I treated them good, but end up, they are using me. How did I found out? Well, a mutual friend of ours told me to beware of that friend because she was saying something to everyone when I wasn’t there. Normally, I won’t give a shit. But, I was really upset that, she is the person who said it. We were so close and were good friend. I can’t believe she is the one who stab me. So, I have hard time trusting again. I distance myself and never talk to her when it’s not necessary.

The reason I open up because I finally reach a point that I think I have to let it go to make my life happier. Whatever she did I believe that she was young and never think about the consequences. Is not saying that I forgive her, it’s me learning how to accept and forget. Not saying that she is forgiven, c’mon, I’m nobody. I make mistake too. We people always forget to be kind to others. Chinese saying ‘严格待己，宽容待人’, but we always do it the opposite way. I guess this is what I’ve learn during these 6 weeks. Looking at myself and be a better person.

Month: November 2013

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